<em><strong>I Always Wan To Be A Good Person.</strong></em>

I Always Wan To Be A Good Person.
Winter's Chill As, Cold's Wind Blow. Hard To Pave, As Snowflakes Falls. Days Of Spring, When Will It Be. End This Winter, Soon For Me. Yet Deep Inside, I Strongly Sense. It'll Be Over, As Pain Ceased. Chimes Of Bells, Heard Far Away. Memories Of Sorrows, Flood My Head. Scenes Of Her, Leaving Me. Saying It's Over, You And Me. Distance Drifts, This Far Apart. My World Just, Keep Getting Dark. Whisky And Brandy, As My Accompany. Hope To See Her, In My Dreams. Smell Of Spring, Floats In The Air May It Clears, My Pain Away.......

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about him
Andy koh
28 april Taurus
Chinese.vietnamese
Singapore.Taman Jurong
watonmeez@hotmail.com
Icq.314291956
Salesline.retail.outdoor.indoor
career minder.mood-swing.
stay at home.party some time.

what he does
listening to music+beaching+sport+hikking+travel+ some clubbing+some drinking+shopping

what he like
dad,Blue,Red,beach,movie
(movie lover),eat,sleep, sport,outting,camp,christmas,new year,chinese new year,gold,cash,net games,any kind of games,find out more abt thing,learn more thing,music! (musicLover)Dance,Guitar,Instruments,Piano,Violin, Vocalists,Bands,Hip Hop,MTV,Pop, R&B,Radio,Rap,Rock,Singers

in the genes
Dad --- papa
Mom --- mama
Me --- andy/ah boy

My chat room

Come here and chat with me live

My webcam(Coming soon)

Come here and see me live.

My video(Coming soon)

My buddy links
Xiaomin.com
Sillylili.com
Peixuan6.com
Punkster Ping.com
Zippy79.com
Fleur-de-lune.com
Clueless.com
DollDoll.com
Sherlene.net
Sparklezkiss.net
Jayelleenelial.com
Michellefong.com
Starsy.com
angeline(640).com
cutee.net

My other web links
My 2nd web link
My Movie clips link
Download link !(Coming soon)
TMG Paradise
Supper Place(s.G)

Links
Hallow vampire.com
Gunbound.net
Yahoo.com
Friendster.com
Chillicrap.com
SGgirls.com
Blog.com
Blogskin.com
Mseals music
Powerwebmusic.com

Music Links
Evanescence
Norah Jones
Britney Spears
Enrique Iglesias
Zhou Jie Lun
Machi didi

My photo

Photo of me and my friends

Chio bu here !

( NO GIRLS ALLOW , if wan to see then STFU and see ! GET IT ? )

Tatoo Gallery

Guestbook

Jokes n fun
Penguin
Shake it
Ah pai
The italy man
Dou ni wan
Check this out !
Try this
At a Funeral
Laught till u drop
Korea Animation
Korea Animation 2
Monkey?
The Museum
Korea Animation 3
Swimming Pool
Korea Animation 4
At the custom
Korea Animation 5
Dun touch this
Korea Animation 6
Chinese animation
The Airplane
Korea Animation 7
At The Hospital
Look
Chinese animation 2
Korea Animation 8
Shit
Chinese animation 3
dun bully a gal
Korea Animation 9
Chinese animation 4
Song bo?
Chinese animation 5
Korea Animation 10
I love you
Too big?
Chinese animation 6
Fortune Telling
Shit or food
Bugging u
Bagaking animation
Somke kill(S.G)
Torture OUCH !
Big black guy
Shank at ass bitch!
Crazy cat
The worm
Kozo
Where the rake?
Screw me !
Mario
I hate u
Olympics

Music flash
Life's a struggle !
What's love is?
All alone
We will mit
Jun Zheng
Fang
The Gollum rap
Smurfs
Bush
Saddam
Blue
Constipation

Short story movie flash
Wishing Star(Part 1)
Wishing Star(Part 2)
Wishing Star(Part 3)
Wishing Star(Part 4)
Wishing Star(Part 5)
Wishing Star(final Part 6)
Graduation Trip(Part 1)
Graduation Trip(Part 2)
Graduation Trip(Part 3)
Graduation Trip(Part 4)
Graduation Trip(Part 5)
Closeness(Valentines Special)
Ture Love(part 1)
Ture Love(part 2)
Ture Love(part 3)
Ture Love(part 4)
Ture Love(part 5)
Ture Love(part 6)

Games
Games and fun
Cool Gay Games(Try this !)

number

Star games
very funny(laught till u drop)
Tetris game
Breakout
Florist games
Puzzles
Love games
Nokia snake
Pacman
Simon
Hexxagon
Space invaders
Tic tac toe
Takagism Room
Sushi Games
E.L Imigrante
U.N inspector
The happy pill
How far can u?
Santa sling shot
Drink meter
Eye Test
Flog britney
More games? click here

Credits/Special Thanks To
Blogger+ Blogskin+ Ripway+
Okcounter+ Bravenet+ Games Flash+
Zheteng Music Flash+
Kokoro Movie Flash+
Window Media Player+ Real Player+
Quicktime Player+
Music hosted by :
MsealsMusic/Powerweb Music
Tagborad hosted by :
My Flooble Chatterbox

Andy Designs.Copyright 2004. All rights reserved. Best viewed in 800x600 pixels Netscape 4.75 & Microsoft IE 4.0 and above

Wednesday, June 09, 2004

>> posted by . on 6/09/2004 10:45:00 AM.

Wednesday, May 26, 2004

i really got no time so i wait till today i wirte this.

Few days ago when i going to finsih work soon after the last stop at newton..i saw someone.when i saw this person I was in shock.I tot i saw her,
I tot i saw joel.She really look like her.The gal have tattoo on her both arm just like joel n the way she behave.The gal was with a group of friends,they will biker..juz like what she told me before that she have a bike.but i noe it not her cos she areadly gone.i tot of going over to make friend with the gal but i never cos she will tot i'm crazy or something.I dunnoe why when i saw this gal i remember every thing clearly about joel again,juz it come back very clearly.
Maybe this what i always say...I tot i have forget her...but i never.
I dunoe how much time i need to take to heal this thing again.Everyone noe she not a good gal n so do i but i juz like her.That it.Do You noe why you like your love one so much?I think this is the reason.It have been almost a year after she pass away.16.07 is coming.another year have pass.

>> posted by . on 5/26/2004 02:04:00 AM.

Monday, May 10, 2004

Topic Today Is : Die Bitch !

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>> posted by . on 5/10/2004 01:07:00 PM.

Thursday, May 06, 2004

Topic Today Is : Back Again.

After offline for 2 week,I'm back here again.Sorry abt that.

>> posted by . on 5/06/2004 12:21:00 PM.

Friday, April 16, 2004

Topic Today Is : I'm Back.

I am back.AssHole.....

>> posted by . on 4/16/2004 10:46:00 AM.

Saturday, March 13, 2004

Topic Today Is : Good Bye.

Saturday,March 13 2004.Time now is 4.38 am.I'm very tired n i feel so restless,I'm so lost.There is no 2nd chance for me,there no ture back..I am a very bad person when i was young and i did many bad thing but i hope there there a 2nd chance now for me...Everybody did some thing wrong.I know i was wrong and i don't ask for forgive.I just hope heaven will give me a chance.I will do my best.

Maybe i will be away some time people,maybe 6 month,maybe 1 year cos maybe i will be back to my work place and i will be very busy.I won't go any where else only work.I wont ans any call untill i am back from work.I hope you people take care of you self and i will miss you people.Thanks for support my website for some time and i really very happy.I really enjoy speeding time with you people.May all your wish come alive.Take care always,Many Thanks.

Update :
Joke n Fun : New Joke add on
Movie Flash : New Movie Flash add on
Games : New Games add on
Add On :
S.G Supper Places Link

>> posted by . on 3/13/2004 04:35:00 AM.

Thursday, March 04, 2004

>> posted by . on 3/04/2004 09:55:00 PM.

Wednesday, March 03, 2004

Topic Today Is : Who Can Teach Me Free Guitar Lesson.

Willing TO Learn If You Willing To Teach.If You Are Selling Any Use Or Cheap Music Instrumental Also Can Tell Me But Not So Fast Buy.Leave Me A Msg At The Tag Box Or E-mail Me.If You Are Selling Use Pc Or Pc Part Also Can Tell Me.

Update :
Music Flash : New Music Flash add on
Add On :
Music Link

>> posted by . on 3/03/2004 08:23:00 AM.

Saturday, February 28, 2004

Update :
Joke n fun : New joke add on

>> posted by . on 2/28/2004 03:38:00 AM.

Thursday, February 19, 2004

Topic Today Is : Valentine's Special ! ( Valentine's Story and other new story flash for you !)

Update ! :
Alright people there is a few update for you people today,i have been aways since Valentine's reason because i am been busy with my other site.Alrigth now i am back.ok Valentine's have pass so you people enjoy?Anyway i have a Valentine's Special story flash for you guys(power by Sony Ericsson),I hope you will like it ! Check this out on the Short story Flash below.And guess what ! There more ! Remember the Wishing Star Part 1 till part 5?Well there another Final Ending,Part 6 ! Make a guess,Do you think they will get married?What happen after 6 year later when they mit ? Will they be together again?For those people who have not watch yet,Please watch from the starting then watch final part 6 so you will know what is the story all about.It Really very very nice and touching,So dont Miss it !!!What more ?New added Story is : Ture Love Another nice short story.This one also got part 1 till part 6.Me myself havn't watch this story yet cause i really got no time,I will watch when i am free...hahaha but don't worry i think this one will be nice too.Another upadte is Joke flash,I add another New joke flash,Go see if you one but this one very lame and stuipe.Alright I think this is the end of update for today...I hope you enjoy ! take care !

>> posted by . on 2/19/2004 01:53:00 PM.

Sunday, February 15, 2004

Topic Today Is : Repost Story

There was once this guy who is very
much in love with his girl...

This ROMANTIC GUY folded 1,000 pieces of paper cranes
as a gift to his girl...
although, at that time he was just a small fry in his company,
his future doesn't seemed too bright,
they were very happy together...

Until one day,
his girl told him she was going to Paris and will never come back.
She also told him that she couldn't visualize
any future for the both of them, so they went their own ways there and then...

Heartbroken, the guy agreed.But when he regains his confidence,
he worked hard day and night, slogging his body and mind
just to make something out of him....

Finally with all these hard work and the help of friends,
this guy had set up his own company!You never fail until you stop trying.

One rainy day,
while this guy was driving,he saw an elderly couple sharing an
umbrella the rain walking to some destinationEven with the umbrella,
they were still drenched.It didn't take him long to realize those were his girl's parents...
With a heart in getting back at them,he drove slowly beside the couple,
wanting them to spot him in his luxury sedan...

He wanted them to know that he wasn't the same anymore;
he had his own company, car, condo, etc.
He made it!

Before the guy can realize,the couple was walking towards a cemetery,
and he got out of his car and followed...

and he saw his girl,
a photograph of her smiling sweetly as ever at him from her tombstone
and he saw his paper cranes beside her...

Her parents saw him.
He asks them why had this happened.
They explained,

she did not leave for France at all...
She was ill with cancer...

She had believed that he will make it someday,
but she did not want to be his obstacle!!...
therefore she had chosen to leave him.

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to,
doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

She had wanted her parents to put his
paper cranes beside her, because, if the day comes when fate brings him to her again...
he can take some of those back with him..

Once you have loved,
you will always love...
For what's in your mind may escape
but what's in your heart will remain forever...

The guy just wept...

The worst way to miss someone is
to be sitting right beside them
knowing you can't have them.....
hope you would understand...

Find time to realize
that there is one person
who means so much to you,
for you might wake up one morning
losing that person
whom you thought meant nothing to you..

>> posted by . on 2/15/2004 11:32:00 AM.

Friday, February 13, 2004

Topic Today Is : Happy Valentines Times

Hi all people out there I hope and wish you will have a very wonder
Happy Valentines Times on this 14 february ! Some might be single just like me
but don't worry just be happy and stay happy ! Allrite ! Anyone who is single and
no where to go and feel bored?Well...Maybe we could mit out as one Group and go
out as one group and enjoy by ourself? Anyone who is single and feel bored on this
14 february can contact me early by tomorrow so we can plan early and ask more people
to us rite? Remember only people who single only.Can contact me by E-mail or Msn at
watonmeez@hotmail.com or Tag me or you Can also SMS me at 90044601.Many Thanks.
Happy Valentines Times And Hope You Enjoy !!!

>> posted by . on 2/13/2004 07:02:00 AM.

Thursday, February 12, 2004

Update :
Add On : Short Story Movie Flash
Don't miss the Wishing Star and Graduation Trip Part 1 till Part 5,Very very nice.
Must watch,Don't miss.Will update other story if i can get more.

>> posted by . on 2/12/2004 12:11:00 PM.

Sunday, February 08, 2004

Few days ago when i was in the train on the way to orchard to catch a movie i saw 1 of the primary school student who was wearing my primary school uniform.It remind me of my old school days when i was still in my Dazhong primary school in 1988...Remind me of my childhood.

Still remember the days when i use to wearing that short shorts,small Little school uniform...Remember the feeling of wearing it too.I wasn't quite smart when i was at that age...Use to play around with my classmate that was a little girl when ever i was in the classroom but after not too long she move to another school which i do not know where it is as i was still very young but i still remember we make a promise...

We make a promise saying saying that we will mit some day when we all grow up...
As she leave that school...I never see her again...and till now...we haven't mit yet..haha,some time i think..it quite funny.

Have you ever have a Gd mate in your school which you can still remember very clearly till now?Have you and her or him make any promise or a promise like you will mit some day?If you see he or her will you still remember them?How will you feel or act when you really saw them?

As for me...hmm...well...I don't know yet...haha,maybe i will tell you when this really happened?Well if it really happen i guess i don't want to lost contact with again cos i think it fate that bring us back together again...

>> posted by . on 2/08/2004 12:51:00 PM.

Friday, January 30, 2004

Update :
Add on : Tattoo Gallery

>> posted by . on 1/30/2004 10:07:00 AM.

Tuesday, January 27, 2004

Please Take Note :
Do Not Add dar0nb0y187@hotmail.com its a mock virus, tell it to
everybody on ur msn bcuz if somebody on your list accepts it then u
get the virus too

>> posted by . on 1/27/2004 01:52:00 AM.

Sunday, January 25, 2004

Update :
Movielink is done.
Pls Take Note :
Chinese Movie and downloadable is Temp Not Available Yet

>> posted by . on 1/25/2004 01:35:00 PM.

Friday, January 23, 2004

A very meaningfull song,check this out on the New music flash below.
"Life's a struggle !"

淏絞扂淊羲邧桉怳涴跺岍賜
鎔鎔跤扂汜韜珋婓扂赻汜赻鏢
涴扂謁曉婓扂腔桉爵藩跺飲渴覂醱撿
隙砑徹 麵耋汜韜憩岆涴欴晊哿ˋ
扂喲捈喲腕扂腔煎飲窪賸
憩砉淕跺扦頗掩陑餵欶覂坳珩岆窪腔
扂掖覂咑韜腔坋趼殤
珩褡咡Power, paper and respect
扂砑涴湮衙憩岆human nature
痰模佽歲齣撈岆枑扂婃祥枑
扂給岆洷咡夔劂隙善譫极
橾鎔勤祥 扂奀都參斕腕嗅褐
斕佽斕綴際絞場羶衄參扂園裁
藩絞扂溫悝隙模溫狟饒麥笭腔掖婦
模爵諾拸珨 硐紹隱覂斕眅阨腔庤耋
饒奀扂眭耋斕饒毞俀奻衱猁樓啤
扂湖羲梨眊鏽堤峚疏簪勛梨腔俀絃
橾啄婓錘鹵謗萸笘郳鼰鼰華隙模
扂植阯襞笢倳懂硐泭善斕蠅婓陶殤
扂羶衄域楊蚳陑醱勤菴媼毞腔蕉彸
橾呇坻祥炰辣扂扂珩祥炰辣橾呇
扂枒栖援秶督扂枒栖悝苺腔秶僅
扂枒栖捄絳翋腔郲螺枒栖掩旰蛾
That's true
竭嗣祥邾扂腔怓僅坻蠅佽扂怮cool
劑舷祥邠扂飲崠蔚扂滋眸
I don't give a fuck about 模佽妦繫
坻蠅砑佽妦繫憩佽妦繫筍岆坻蠅呾妦繫
羶衄阰衄瞳鏽坻腔梓袧算講扂
翋婟岆扂赻撩呴晞模睡砑扂遜岆扂
乾腔躓硐跤翮赽類
祥雅腕蚚悵玸杶腔梗珃滯赽嗣
踢薯講呥湮 汜祥湍懂侚祥湍軗
踡挍覂邧腔蠅睡奀夔侂羲忒ˋ

**Life's a struggle 赽遜猁徹
郭炰躑飢氈眳綴衱岆杅祥鴃腔troubles
Everyday 衄嗣屾恀枙猁醱勤
衄嗣屾珗芫賴歲齣覂斕拸楊阯＃

**Life's a struggle 赽遜猁徹
郭炰躑飢氈眳綴衱岆杅祥鴃腔troubles
Everyday 衄嗣屾恀枙猁醱勤
衄嗣屾珗芫賴歲齣覂斕拸楊阯＃

楊穸旆咈腔諾排腕扂辦祥夔網柲
絞奀醱還覂笝汜潼輦腔扂羲宎毀吽
沺戲裝眳綴衱岆跺諍祥肮腔劓砓
倢溢蠅桉朸笢艘祥善珨萸睿腔砓
躺衄珨渡傻腔捩迡腔岆潼郜瑞堁
暮奻鏡餅腔祥岆藝疑腔誧俋瑞劓
赻蚕婓坻蠅桉爵符岆蒧蓐
溫珨參赻秶挕婓淠芛籥眕滅呴奀衄芚炷
衄虳輒疶橾婓俋芚
衄虳參模敵懂腔陓璃珨桲珨桲疑疑彶摩
衄虳媼坋侐苤奀撓綱婓散奻倎洘
衄虳儕朸囮都秪峈忳祥賸湖僻
跺堎鳶搊腔鞦酗脹渾眒徹
堤郜綴腔扂腕醱勤爛腔遣倢
涴珩疑珨汜笢菴珨棒覜橇善倷腦
筍汜韜笢腔蕉桄睡砦森扂祥奠
扂祥眭耋諉狟懂遜衄妦繫頗楷汜
楹羲惆祧腔陔恓衱岆艘善溫鳶伀
遜暮腕議爛拸砩潔楷珋腔桽
奻醱衄陝盉勤鹹囥俴諳蝠腔填陑賒醱
涴潠眻殘障賸坴婓扂陑醴笢腔倛砓
扂拸楊咭輒桽笢饒虷嗣繫窋絕
扂萋蕨倠諳湔婓覂祥假摯鉻謁
扂祥剿泭善芫賴腔汒秞婓囀陑躑綾

**Life's a struggle 赽遜猁徹
郭炰躑飢氈眳綴衱岆杅祥鴃腔troubles
Everyday 衄嗣屾恀枙猁醱勤
衄嗣屾珗芫賴歲齣覂斕拸楊阯＃

**Life's a struggle 赽遜猁徹
郭炰躑飢氈眳綴衱岆杅祥鴃腔troubles
Everyday 衄嗣屾恀枙猁醱勤
衄嗣屾珗芫賴歲齣覂斕拸楊阯＃

祥蹦扂軗善毞鰍祥蹦扂軗善華控
祥蹦扂軗善闡飲獗妎善陑腔剞帢
It's kinda funny 婓腔桉爵硐衄money
俋桶疑砉猁堆斕 硐岆砑堆坻赻撩
虷褫碇腔螺綴醱阰眭耋岆跺曖陑僩煎
蟀攬衭飲夔掖竊秪峈硐衄靡瞳磁坻諳庤
坴佽坴乾斕腔奀緊蔡腔岆恀陑拸壕
詻祥疑坴乾腔岆斕旯綴腔貌蜓幛
斕褫崠嬪鼻婓斕旯籥阰岆菩岆衭
勤斕邈凝狟坒腔褫夔憩岆斕腔祪衭
斕褫崠冪盪絞斕郔剒猁堆翑腔奀緊
都躲斕備倗耋萊腔飲芼囮趿
乾腔朸帡湮腔朸
斕褫眕墅扂砑楊怮徹拸眭筍扂硐岆
扂祥陓 秪峈珩祥陓扂
祥猁恀扂峈妦繫扂郔嗣硐夔豢咂斕涴憩岆扂
汜韜砉漆檢珨欴衄奀詢衄奀腴
斕岆瘁豢咂赻撩澄傾徹跪笱奀
扂植韜堍腔毞怢溫桉艘祥善陎諾
窪腔毞諾揤婓芛階妏扂祥腕侂
婓扂陑笢梑祥善珨跺假噙腔褒邈
扂祥夔婬朻阯狟 謎陑摴痰婓虷扂
坳婓佽ㄩ衄撓毞撓珗橾鎔崠冪峈斕眕濡炴醱
橾啄坻硐嘈撩獗洷咡眳鳶硐獗洠鏢
扂諉萇趕岆橾啄蒝蓂腔汒秞
呥羶獗醱祥麵砑砉坻絞奀腔朸
試泭俇坻郔輪囮珛腔秏洘
齟漆爵鎮奻腹珋逌譫腔趕劑豢扂珨隅猁淰
扂眒冪溫垀衄豭腔燴蚕
秪峈扂婌憩炾嫦濮蠔魂婓拸腔珋妗爵芛
汜猁睡芛ˋ蜊曹猁睡忒ˋ
絞魂婓懾梌笢猁睡符夔踢髓炴忒ˋ

**Life's a struggle 赽遜猁徹
郭炰躑飢氈眳綴衱岆杅祥鴃腔troubles
Everyday 衄嗣屾恀枙猁醱勤
衄嗣屾珗芫賴歲齣覂斕拸楊阯＃

**Life's a struggle 赽遜猁徹
郭炰躑飢氈眳綴衱岆杅祥鴃腔troubles
Everyday 衄嗣屾恀枙猁醱勤
衄嗣屾珗芫賴歲齣覂斕拸楊阯＃

**Life's a struggle 赽遜猁徹
郭炰躑飢氈眳綴衱岆杅祥鴃腔troubles
Everyday 衄嗣屾恀枙猁醱勤
衄嗣屾珗芫賴歲齣覂斕拸楊阯＃

**Life's a struggle 赽遜猁徹
郭炰躑飢氈眳綴衱岆杅祥鴃腔troubles
Everyday 衄嗣屾恀枙猁醱勤
衄嗣屾珗芫賴歲齣覂斕拸楊阯＃

Uh...Life's a struggle
yeah...Life's a struggle

did u feel,man?...

Update :
Add on : Music flash

>> posted by . on 1/23/2004 12:54:00 PM.

Wednesday, January 21, 2004

Hole In My Heart

My heart aches
Missing you
And wanting to
Scream out your name
Into this vast space where we first met
This place that brought us so close
Is also what makes it so easy to separate
To lose track of you in between casual conversations
And witty quips sent racing through wire
Through time and space
From heart to heart
Until
One day you're no longer there
And I have to face the truth
That this really hurts
And I really felt
Because what we thought was just a game
Became ever so real
And you were what kept me smiling
And hoping
And now that you are not there
To share
Or laugh
For me to cling to at the end of a long day
When I need to reach out
This is when I feel the ache
The incredible void
This hole in my heart
That used to be filled by you

>> posted by . on 1/21/2004 12:47:00 PM.

Monday, January 19, 2004

My paint...

..... ..... .....

>> posted by . on 1/19/2004 09:09:00 PM.

Sunday, January 18, 2004

Love.

Love is a boat which is supported by two oars
when they take the boat in the same direction,
it gone finely and smoothly.
When those two oars are united then the storm
cannot even disturb the movement of the boat.
The life of the boat is so blessing when the oars move unitedly
Who say love is blind?
Love is supported. and supports others,
however the two oars running the boat,if blind,
then the boat will also go in wrong direction other than unity and love.
Love is a thing that can be expresse in many ways.
Love is a kind of support to the ones having it.
If love is supported in the same direction by both the lovers,
then the life passes very successfully.
Love is a part of life and also very necessary for life.
Love comes on everyone in different ways but it works same.
Love is something that is humanity.
The best love is that supports humanity.

>> posted by . on 1/18/2004 05:58:00 PM.

Saturday, January 17, 2004

Greeting to all
Happy chinese new year people !
Hope you people enjoy this chinese new year !

Update : Joke and fun
Check out the new joke below

>> posted by . on 1/17/2004 04:31:00 AM.

Friday, January 16, 2004

This is not wirte by me but i
think it nice so i wan to share with you people.

It all started when she was 6 years old...

While she was playing outside on her farm in California, She met a boy.
He was an average kind of boy who teased you and then you chased them and beat them up. After that first meeting in which she beat him up they kept on meeting and beating each other up at the fence. That only lasted for a little while though. They would meet at the fence all the time and they were always together. She would tell him all her secrets. He was quite very quiet he would just listen to what she had to say. She found him easy to talk to and she could talk to him about everything. In school they had separate friends but when they got home they would always talk about what happened in school.

One day she said to him that a guy she liked hurt her and broke her heart. He just comforted her and said everything would be okay. He gave her words of encouragement and helped her get over him. She was happy and thought of him as a real friend. But she knew that there was something else about him that her liked. She thought of it that night and figured it was just a friend kinda thing that she was feeling. All through high school and even through graduation they always together and of course she thought of it as being friends. But she knew deep inside that she really felt differently.

On graduation night even though they had different dates to the prom she wanted to be with him. That night after everybody went home She went to his house and wanted to tell him that she wanted to see him. Well, that night was her big chance and all she did was just sit there with him watching the stars and talking about what she was going to do and what he was going to do. she looked into his eyes and listened to him talk about what his dream was. How he wanted to get married and settle down. He said how he wanted to be rich and successful. All she could do was to tell him her dream and cuddle next to him. She went home hurting because she didn't tell him how she was feeling.She wanted to tell him so bad that she loved him but she was too scared and frightened. She let her feelings go and told herself that someday she would tell him just how she felt. All through college she wanted to tell him but he always had someone with him.

After graduation he got a job in New York, She was happy for him but at the same time she was sad to see him go. She was sad also because she didn't tell him how she felt. But she couldn't let him know now that he was leaving for his big job. So she just kept it to herself and watched him go on the plane. She cried as she hugged him for what she felt was going to be the last time. She went home that night and cried her eyes out. She felt hurt that she didn't tell him what she had inside her heart. Well, She got a job as a secretary and then worked her way to a computer analyst. She was proud of what she had accomplished.

One day She got a letter with an invitation to a marriage. It was from him, She was happy and sad at the same time. Now she know that she could never be with him and that they could only be friends. She went to the wedding the next month. It was a big occasion. The big church wedding and the reception at the hotel.She met the bride and of course him. She fell in love one more time. But she held back so it wouldn't spoil what should be the happiest day in his life. She tried to have fun that night but it was killing her inside watching him being so happy and she trying to be happy covering up her sadness tears inside of her. She left New York feeling that she did the right thing. Before she left on the flight, he came running out of nowhere and said his good-byes and how he was very happy to see her. She came home and just tried to forget about what went on in New York. She had to go on with her life.

As the years went on, They wrote to each other on what was going on and how he had missed talking to her. On one occasion he never wrote back to her at all. She was getting worried as to why he hadn't written anything for a long time after she had already written 6 letters to him. Well, just when everything seemed hopeless and sad in her life, She got a note that said: "meet me at the fence where we used to talk about things". She went and saw him there. She was happy to see him, but he was broken-hearted and sad inside. They hugged until they couldn't breathe anymore. Then he told her about the divorce and why he hadn't written for a long time. He cried until he couldn't cry anymore. Finally, They went back to the house and talked and laughed about what she had been going and to catch up on old times. But in all of this, She couldn't tell him how she felt about him. In the days that followed, he had fun and forgot about all his problem and his divorce. She fell in love again with him. When it came time for him to leave back to New York, She went to see him off and cried. She hated to see him leave. He promised to see her every time he could get a vacation. She couldn't wait for him to come so she could be with him. They would always have fun when they were together.

One day he didn't show up like he said he would. She figured that he might have been busy. The days turned into months and she just forgot about it. Then she got a call one day from a lawyer in New York. The lawyer said that he had died in a car accident going to the airport. And that it took this long till everything was settled. It broke her heart. She was shocked about what took place. Now she knew why he didn't come that day. Again, She was broken-hearted. She cried that night, cried tears of sadness and heartache. Asking questions why did this happen to a kind guy like him? She gathered my things and went to New York for the reading of his will.
Of course, things were given to his family and his ex-wife. She finally got to meet her since the last time they met at the wedding. She explained to her how he was and how he always provided. But he was always unhappy. She would always try everything but she couldn't get him happy, as he was that night at their wedding. When the will was read, the one thing that was given to her was a diary. It was a dairy that of his life. She cried as it was given to her...

As she flew on the plane She remembered the good times that they had together. She started reading the diary and what was written. The diary was started with the day they first met. She read on till she started to cry. The diary told of him saying that he had fallen in love with her that day she was broken-hearted. But he was too afraid to tell her what he had felt. That is why he was so quiet and liked to listen to her. It told of how he wanted to tell me so many times, but was too afraid to say anything. It told of when he went to New York and fell in love with another. How the happiest time he had was seeing her and dancing with her at the wedding. He said he imagined it was their wedding. How he was always unhappy till he had no choice but to divorce his wife. How the best time in his life was to read the letters written to him by her. Finally, the diary ended when it said, "today I will tell her I love her". It was the day he was killed. The day She was going to finally find out what was really in his heart.

If you love someone, don't wait till tomorrow to tell him/her.
Maybe that next day will never come at all.

>> posted by . on 1/16/2004 12:49:00 PM.

Thursday, January 15, 2004

Update : Games
Hey there ! Check this out...Check out those new games
below ! Have fun and enjoy !

>> posted by . on 1/15/2004 12:26:00 PM.

Wednesday, January 14, 2004

Update : Second link is Done.
Free feel Pls do look round.

Add on , on the 2nd link.
Add : Forum
Add : Rings
Add : Mail and many more

>> posted by . on 1/14/2004 08:14:00 AM.

It was very cold....and
I wans't very clear where i'm going and where i was...
but i can feel that again...

That scary feeling which i was so afraid of...
I walk toward slowing....I toucher and feel the surface around me...
I move toward again,it so was blur and yet familiar vision that i have.
slowing and closer and closer....and the closer i get...that feeling that i have in my heart
getting stronger and the stronger...

That scary feeling...

The feeling of loneness..the feeling of all by your self..
The feeling of Un-freedom suffer..the feeling of under control..
Feeling that you hearing people that was much older crying in the loneness nite
b'cos of they have left their home behille....
Feeling of....
How many time more....?
How many year it was going to take again....

Feeling that u really wan to break free forever....

Soon....my version getting clearly and clearly...
and i have this feeling that it was so real...but i lie to myself that it was not wat it mean to be...
it is not here again ! Not this time ! No....pls.....
but it just won't stop....it get close to me.
I was so afraid that i close my eye....then someone came...
It grub my arm as it use to the same like last time....
taking me where i support to go...slowing walking toward to the on top of
the high level.Then there...when we stop,i know...i know,we have reach.....

i open my eye and......
I stop...and i look...
Again...I'm back here again...

My first thought was how long it going to take again...
How time more it will be....why is this never end...
My family,my friends,my freedom....

Pair and pair eye looking toward us...
Looking into their eye...i can tell alot...
Some with pathetic look,some with sadness look

Some even....

dun even care what is going on...
They just sit down and stare at the four side plain blue wall
and with that miserable look...waiting for some thing...

Then there someone grub my arm again and tell me to move on...
slowing take the key out from the pants and open the brown old Woody door...
from there i walk into it...

Door slowing close.....

then darkness again....

I stand and look around....
There was noting...except...
The 4 blue wall...the only very small window where i can see the sky...
The old small toilet bowl where we can shit and for us to drink ,eat,
clean and bath from that old small bowl...

I sit down...

why...Why is this happen to me again.....
No....i wan my home.....pls...

Sun and shine...
Bird are singing...with Bright light shine thought my window.
Orange and peace color around my wall when the sun light shine on...
I wake up...with sweat all over my body....

Oh god...it another dream....
Really having bad this few days..
It like telling me some thing going to happen..just like last time...

It will never been happen again...
This must be stop...

Not for my self...but for my father and anyone who love me...

Dear father...I know i'm a bad son and a bad person,
Not been a good son too but father...
I love you.....

None of those will not happen to me again....
I promise...

>> posted by . on 1/14/2004 02:49:00 AM.

Saturday, January 10, 2004

This is not wirte by me but
I think it nice so i want to share with you people.

>> posted by . on 1/10/2004 08:36:00 AM.

Thursday, January 08, 2004

Today is January 08 2004...it been half a year after she leave...
I thought i could forget this...but i never...

It was a fine afternoon where i use to play games with my online friends...
I was was having fun when the phone starter to ring...I starter to look at the number on the phone..wasn't quite sure who it was,anyway i just ans it.Then it was a man...
He starter to say my chinese name and was asking for me.I feel so surprise when he say my chinese name cos not much of my friends or people know what my chinese was...I start to recall and think..."man..who the hell is this?how did he know what my chinese name was.."
Then he starter..."Hi this is calling from Clement Police HQ,Do you still remember Joel sim...I'm sorry but..."

At that moment...I stop...I slowing sit down...starter to think and remember and recall every single thing...Then I remember...the first thing...
The face of her,where she always smile at me with her sweet look...and with her sweet voice when she always say : "why do you like me so much...I'm a bad gal..." And she smile again with that sweet smile and look at me into my eye with her big round beautiful eyes,side way looking at me...
I remember there was a time when she came to find me at my house,there we will chatting,talking thing about her work and her bike...Then there...She start to look at me again with that beautiful eyes...and smile...and i look into her eye too and starter say something that was in my mind thinking : "why do u look at me like this???"...But at this time she say notting...She starter cover my mouth with her hand and then she move close forward to me...look at me really hard with her eyes...
Feel something very diff that i never have before...This not the first time i done but this time is diff...I can feel...It was totally diff...
Feel the breath of her...toucher the lips of her...slowing and smooths...getting wetting and watering feeling around my mouth and her lips...she go slowing..starting to moving slowing toward my ear...I could feel and hear her breath very hard this time,it was feeling really funny and wet and hot feeling around my ear and my neck...
She hold me and hug me really hard,kissing me me all over...while i touch her body with my bear hand...feeling the out line of her tatoo all over her body...
I wans't thinking very hard about us but i could just remember every thing so easy
without thinking...Her smile,her face,every look she have,the way she talk,her voice,her breath,even...the feeling when we hold our hands....I could feel her some time...
I really don't understand why...

Then Suddenly...I heard someone calling me..."hey,hey ! Are u OK..? Mr..." "hello !"
"Oh yes yes..." i say...
Then the man who call me starter to say..."Oh i'm so sorry but could you come down tomorrow afternoon(yest'day,07/01/2004)? Cos we still need to take down so statement to conform about your statement for the coming court date on this 12/01/2004 and that will be last one...btw do u remember that you say you wan't to see the photo we take on the day she death? Well I'm have some copy here for you and I know how you feel about her death so i did keep some copy for you...So you want to see those?" "But are you sure you wanted to see?" he say.
Without any excuse,I say : "OK ! No problem ! I will be early tomorrow...etc.... You wait for me ! Thanks so much !".
After that the man say he will be wait for me at the time which he ask for and then he ask me to take care and he hung up the phone...
then after i hung up the phone...i went to my comp and tell my online friends in the games that I will wanted to stop.After that i sign out and i off my my comp
Then i went to my bed and i rest on my bed and look at the star on the wall which i brought and paste it on the wall long ago and...

The 2nd day when i wake up,it was abit late.I hurry get bath and then i get change.When i reach the HQ,I ask for him from the police man at the counted.After awhile he came down and say : "hi...how are you?Have eated?Let's go to my office.Well...the report is out and.....the photo."
I hurry ask : "Can i see it ???"
"Oh don't worry I'll show u later after i take down your new statement i'll will show you" : he say.
After an 1 hour talk...Finally he say...
: ok i show...but you sure you wan to see it?"he say again..."
then i slowing... " ya.......why....not? ok....I'm sure......."
He told me to wait while he is going to get it.After a moment he come back with a big black box and walk toward to me and put the box on the desk beside me and then he say : "ok...here the photo you want....take you time...I leave you alone,just tell me when u are done,I'm just over that side." Then i thanks he for helping me letting me see the photo.

After that I slowing open up the box i saw some file about her...i bring out the file and then i
saw......

At that moment....I have so much feeling...I really don't know what to say...How could this kind of thing happen to her....The face....her face was facing down when she jump.....Oh MY Fucking God ! FUCK ! WHY ! When she was still around She care about her face so much,No one can touch her face ! She will be very angry when anyone touch her face.
I am so confuse...I.....So much feeling i have now....
I ask my self again...WHY !THIS THING must NOT happen to HER ! I have this feeling again when this thing 1st happen and the 1st time i know what happen to her...The same feeling...The feeling of lose someone you know and you love AND IT YOUR GIRLFRIEND.....

>> posted by . on 1/08/2004 03:55:00 AM.

Tuesday, January 06, 2004

Good morning people...well i wake up quite early today around 7.00 am?hmm...i guess.Till now i still feel so tried too,don't know why,maybe didn't have enought sleep i guess...So what's new and hot in the town nowaday?Tell me so i can update.Lol...i never been out to any anywhere for a long time since 2 month ago,expcent durring X'max eve and New year eve,those 2 days...So you people enjoy durring those 2 days?where did you people go?Well...as for me durring new year eve i have alots of fun at sentosa,it really great ! I dance like mad ! lolx ! Anyone of u was there?ok anything just leave me a msg at the Tagbox or you could go to my chat room and find me.Take care...see you people.

>> posted by . on 1/06/2004 10:41:00 AM.

Monday, January 05, 2004

Testing Testing...Wahahaha...after this i'm going to sleep liao,very very the tired....My chat room n the guestbook very power can go see.

>> posted by . on 1/05/2004 03:11:00 PM.

Sunday, January 04, 2004

Yes yes yes ! At last...I finsih my webpage !!! yes yes !!! woohoooo ! All link is done !!! The tag,the guestbook,the link,etc...yes !!! woohooo...sorry i abit sleeply...kekeke
Allright people...I have some update for you here...
Update :
Add on : Chat room ( Ok this is a live chat room,which mean now we can chat together on this live chat,Diff from Tag.It just like irc.I hope you people love it ! )
Add on : Guset book ( ok i don't think i need to explan about this right? )
Add on : The chio bu photo page ( Errr...Acttlly this is a photo album but i change it a chio bu photo page just like SGgirl.com cos i don't have much photo of my self...kekeke.So i hope u people like this...errr...i mean guys...kekeke.

>> posted by . on 1/04/2004 09:19:00 AM.

Update : One more week later maybe i will add on 'Download link' 'Movie clips' 'Fun clips link'.Come back next week for more info.Thank you.

>> posted by . on 1/04/2004 07:45:00 AM.

Tag bound is out !!! At last

>> posted by . on 1/04/2004 06:58:00 AM.

Saturday, January 03, 2004

well...hahaha at last...going to finsih this blog thing...after add those link n tagbox then all will done.So sorry that those link not done yet...Today i was so busy the whole day but i sleep half of my day lah kekeke.Then i don't have the chance to touch my com till around my 11.00 then after i can touch my com,i have to do maintenance for my com till now...wah so sian...i waste my whole day...wah liao.

>> posted by . on 1/03/2004 03:42:00 AM.

Friday, January 02, 2004

Happy new year everyone n every friends of my..well i hope this brand new year will bring luck to me and everyone i know and hope that what u hope for will really come ture,everyone have dream just like me.Alrite i been working on this blog thing..well i guess it really really work..i'm so happy..woohooo..i can make my own webpage..woohoo! I did it ! i tot i will be dumd like ass,haha.ok this is not only my work...i have to thanks to someone cos she did the most,oh why do i say that?well cos she really teach me alots in how to deal with this blog thing but anyway i'm smart too...hahaha.Ok i really have to thanks sillylili85@hotmail.com from http://sillylili.blogspot.com.She teach me alots.Many Thanks!

NOTE : Tagboard will be coming soon.

>> posted by . on 1/02/2004 02:00:00 AM.

Wednesday, December 31, 2003

well...not too bad...I guess it works...

>> posted by . on 12/31/2003 09:10:00 AM.

well...I'm juz new to this thing so i have to do some test out see if this really works.

>> posted by . on 12/31/2003 08:19:00 AM.